Changes

I don't know about everyone else, but change makes me nervous. I have never been one of those people that live in the moment and can transition from one thing to another. I like routine. I like my kids to have a routine, they like their routine. When they don't have routine, they show signs of morphing into some kind of monster that I do not know. Why am I writing about change you ask? Well I have been going through alot of it lately and I have decided it has me in a funk, so I hope that writing about it will get me out of my funk. I have changed my simple go to work life and take care of my kiddos to one that involves endless hours of homework for nursing school, working part time, and depending on alot of family to get us through until I graduate. And now I am going to be changing jobs and that is the icing on the cake. I am excited about my new position, but it is change and I am scared to death. For anyone who doesn't know I am going to be leaving the OB office to go to work in pediatrics with Dr. Rao on July 27th. Now, don't get me wrong, I am so excited to work with Dr. Rao, I have loved her for a long time as our pediatrician and know that she will teach me so much. But I have been with Dr. Cunningham, whom I love and still love, for 5 years so I pretty much have a set routine there - so this is a huge change for me. So say a little prayer for me, I know it is gonna work out!